| Activate the Timer cause it's Go Time |
[Sep. 26th, 2007|11:16 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | 35, acting, goals, gone, movie, novel, online nation, samproof, screenplay, script, writing | ] |
hot water music:turnstile:There's no point to surrender
Oh man I'm just exhausted today.
It's been GO Time. I'm not fucking around.
in less then a year I'm going to be 35 and you know what? SOMETHING has to give.
It doesn't have to be amazing, it doesn't have to be the hardback version of 'Gone' on shelves internationally in 35 different languages and countries...
It doesn't have to be a multi-million dollar contract to right the next big trilogy for the silver screen.
It doesn't even have to be my own Sam Proof action figure.
I swear it really doesn't.
Hüsker Dü:59 times the pain:Never figured out eating 3 meals a day
However it would be nice. But the truth is, it just has to be ground work. A solid contract with a literary agent that believes in selling the book...
A few guest spots on a TV show, or a commercial..
or
Note2Self:don't tell them - you'll jinx it
^ that's exactly the kind of thinking that stops things from happening.
"I'll get there eventually"... "careful not to have too much fun now, or ... you know... Karma"
You know what. Fuck it.
It's wrong.
Shits happening. Not because someone is going to stumble across my path and go "Holy Shit, I have no idea who you are but I want to give you a bag full of gold and leprechaun made of chocolate".
No. It'll never happen.
I've been waiting for the leprechaun and gold fairy for years.. and she never shows.
The Dammed:new rose:I got a feeling inside of me. it's kind of strange...
So here's the deal. I'm going to make something. Whatever I can, and it's going to happen soon.
Note2Self:so you're not telling them then?
Shut up man... nothing is set in stone.
Note2Self:one day at a time
um... sure whatever... can we go back to being all excited and hyper and uber focussed?
Note2Self:I'll listen to the Dammed you go crazy
Don't mind if I do... bleeep blarp blargintosh
What the hell? Anyway... so after months and montha of not writing, I've whipped an unfinished script out of the closet.
Jawbreaker:do you still hate me?:is it over? are we writing? and I miss you.
in the last 24 hours I've already written 13 more pages bringing it 61 pages.
My goal is 70 by the weekend and 98 by next week. At which point I will hopefully make another crazy blog about how awesome stuff is n' junk.
Beyond all that. New videos in the works (like 5) so look forward to those.
Oh apparently I was not on last Sundays Online Nation, which means the odds of me being on next weeks show are even better... I think.
OK that's all for now.
Take me out boys.
Cursive:the recluse:the room is littered with the books...
Note2Self:mmm Cursive. |
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